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"Nothing is as real as a dream. The world can change around you, but your dream will not. Your life may change, but your dream doesn’t have to. Responsibilities need not erase it. Duties need not obscure it. Your spouse and children need not get in its way, because the dream is within you. No one can take your dream away." - Tom Clancy

Somehow along the way, I gave up on my dreams. Maybe I thought in my early 30's I was too old to chase my dreams anymore. But now I'm older, and I'm angry, mad, and fierce... almost like a hungry lion wanting to devour everything and everyone in my path. I don't know why exactly how I feel, I just feel like I have to do something different and follow my own path. I'm just angry and lonely... but not lonely in terms of wanting another person... I'm lonely in terms of wanting a new way of living. And I think that is important, wanting more, seeking more, desiring more... and I want more.