Lonely Direction...

I just wanted to feel trusted, but I didn't feel that way last night at all. I hate knowing that it's possible to feel like people don't trust you enough to follow your lead. I have goals, I have dreams, but I know that there are things that have to be done in order to reach them. Last night was just the hardest feeling to deal with, because I'm 37 and have very little to show for success. I'm in the wrong field, doing things that I dislike.

It's just not right... having to deal with heading in directions alone... people will say they have your back, but I know that it's just words. And I hate just hearing words, I want to see action, I want to see proof of success.