Often times, when the darkness takes over... which is sometimes followed by periods of madness... I find myself wanting to embrace elements that terrify me. So then I start wanting to watch movies that literally terrify me and make me want to fight.
Since being married, I haven't been scared of anything. Maybe at times scared of pushing my wife away from me, but after awhile I became complacent in my ability to be afraid. Fear can be a great motivator when we become stuck in old thinking.
But I've been stuck in some serious old thinking for quite awhile now. When I got married, I should've just got rid of my past lifestyle choices and started creating some new ones.
Fear can be a double edged sword... we fear taking that leap.
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