The Point is Change... that is the point of life at the moment. I truly believe that people are simply afraid to be placed in uncomfortable and different situations in their lives. When I was younger I use to come up with different scenarios in my mind in order to prepare myself for uneventful or unknown situations. Although, I think somehow in my 20's I simply didn't care or didn't want to know what made me uncomfortable. Right now, I'm stuck at work because this morning my bike got a flat and I'm unable to ride it home, in fact I'm simply waiting for someone to drive me home with my bike so I can fix it. However, the point of this situation isn't the feeling of inconvenience; but knowing what to do the next time I get a flat. Often times enough we are all faced with unknown situations, and either we don't think about them, or we simply don't care. It’s my opinion, and only mine that people simply refuse to look at the flip side of the coin; or they simply refuse to look at the positive. They get grumpy, lazy, or simply develop a pure hatred for things they can't change. However, maybe the reason they can't change things in their lives is because they are unwilling to change things that might very well make them uncomfortable.
I've been uncomfortable every month this year, and more than likely I'll remain uncomfortable for the entire year. But at this point in my life, I want to embrace all aspects of my life that have made me uncomfortable. I don't mind figuring out the point of challenges or situations in my life, but how I go about determining the formula for success is most important to me. I need to force myself to embrace CHANGE, and I need to force myself to embrace that which makes me very uncomfortable. I don't want easy anymore; I don't want what is comfortable or even relaxing. And still, I can’t help but wonder if I’m getting use to things being uncomfortable and what results will occur because I made the uncomfortable and extremely difficult decisions. I believe it simply implies that I’m slowly tearing down the walls of fear, doubt, low self-esteem, and seeking to unlock the warrior within myself. But once again, the Point is to change, and not remain the same… it is to become a butterfly. Right now, I’m still just seeking a transformation or a metamorphosis into something beautiful and free.
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