Naps!

Naps can always be quite refreshing, and in my case they can always put things in the right context. I'm really trying not to get depressed or make people concerned, I'm simply trying to understand my standing in this world. At the moment, I'm taking a step back from things and re-thinking the choices I've made that have gotten me to where I am now, and trying to come up with some short-term goals so that I can try to put my life onto another path that is challenging. Although, I think over the weekend I'm going to find some images or pictures of things I want in my life... and paste them onto my wall in order to motivate me to dream and desire more things. I think the white walls have simply pushed me into dullness, or at least contributed to my inability to see myself wanting more.

Ya know, now that I think about it... White Walls have always been around me, kinda makes me wonder something, hmmm... wow... that is strange that I'd think that... and in a scary way it makes sense too. Yep, I have to do something about the white walls tomorrow.