Emotional Hangover!

I'm not sure if there is such a term as "Emotional Hangover" but I'm going to use it anyway. I woke up feeling like crap, like the day felt totally wrong and unfamiliar to me. The previous day (Saturday) I was feeling very good about everything, but then I got home and talked to the fiancee... and well let's say I wasn't impressed with the conversation. By the time I went to sleep I was exhausted as if I had been running a marathon or something. I really felt good throughout the day on Saturday, I had gone shopping and picked up some necessary things for my apartment and really looked forward to a great and exciting weekend. But now its Sunday, and I really don't want to do anything, even though a nagging feeling tells me that I need to do things. I feel as though I'm right back to where I started on last week, feeling trapped and fighting to get unstuck. However on Friday Night, I was able to figure out when my complacent behavior begun... it started sometime in 2007. It's as if my quest for knowledge halted, however once I started talking to Tigs... I started to have hope that I'd find the motivation, desire or drive to seek out more. But me and Tigs don't even talk much anymore we just have small talk. But at least I'm aware of where things are going in my life, and that I have to force myself out of this complacent stage I'm stuck in. I'm thinking it might be time to reach out to Footer and get some opinions on other aspects of my life that I'm unaware of. Either way, I need to self-educate myself more to find the truth behind things so I can get this party movin.