Yesterday was extremely emotional for me, the rage, anger, and disgust just swam through every area of my body until it had consumed me. I was stressed, worried, confused, and at times... in total shock about everything happening right now.
It's like, damn... where the fuck have I been... how did I get to this point or place in my life. And why are things still fall apart, in fact why did it fall apart... where did I fail, how did I fail, when did I start to fail.
I don't feel like a failure, but the signs of being a failure are clearly all around me. I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop, but I'll know by next Tuesday if things really are seriously fucked up.
I can't give details... just that I'm deeply concerned for my emotional and psychological well being at this point.
But either way... HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???????
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