Tuesday, September 1, 2015

How did it come to this...?

Yesterday was extremely emotional for me, the rage, anger, and disgust just swam through every area of my body until it had consumed me. I was stressed, worried, confused, and at times... in total shock about everything happening right now.

It's like, damn... where the fuck have I been... how did I get to this point or place in my life. And why are things still fall apart, in fact why did it fall apart... where did I fail, how did I fail, when did I start to fail.

I don't feel like a failure, but the signs of being a failure are clearly all around me. I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop, but I'll know by next Tuesday if things really are seriously fucked up.

I can't give details... just that I'm deeply concerned for my emotional and psychological well being at this point.

But either way... HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???????

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