Fighting Reality

It's easy to plan things in our heads, it's comfortable, safe, and free of stress.
But after we put it on paper and reality grabs a hold of it... only then do we see the truth.

THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE!!!

When I started this, I knew pain, frustration, and suffering would be a part of it... but at the same time, I wanted some fucking understanding. It sucks that I don't feel like I have enough of it, I'm the strong one here, because I'm realistic and fighting... but if I see a dead end at the end of an unrealistic path... I'm going to be wise and turn the fuck around. I don't want to be blind, and tell myself that the brick wall doesn't exist or that in time it will some how fall down.

EEEEKKKKKKK!

Or maybe, I can build a stronger vehicle that will allow me to break down the wall... so that nothing remains in my path... I'm becoming stronger daily, weekly, and monthly... because I prefer to see reality and I'll reap the benefits of that... because I see reality and how strong I really am.