Music?

So on Friday I had an episode after listening to music, and then on Sunday... I felt the same feelings when I was listening to music in church. It's a crazy thing, but I think they are connected... like what if the lack of me playing my bass guitar is causing emotional and psychological turmoil within me. But the weekend was bad again, going to try and find a therapist this week... but I wonder about the music aspect. Because one minute, I'm happy but then I feel such strong and intense emotions... and then... I spend the rest of the day fighting rage.

Not sure though... I need to document and research this aspect more.