I'm in a different state of being at this point and time... I'm no longer being controlled by the conflict raging within myself. I got to work on-time, and found my academic transcripts... I'm also moving forward with mailing out the last of my requests, so hopefully I'll have them all in by next week.
Change is coming to my life... but it has to happen because I want it to happen... and not because of any outside influences... I have to want to change... and I have to make damn sure that I continue changing. Because I won't find true happiness any other way.
This is a rushed blog, because there is still so much in my head right now that I have no way of putting into words... I need time to sort through all the endless bullshit that is clouding aspects of myself. It's about healing, but it's also about becoming... becoming more then I've ever been and realized within myself. And I need to stay determined.
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