One Day

One day others may try to convince you they have forgiven you, that is more about them than you. For them, imparting forgiveness is a blessing.

Mistakes happen in life that is unavoidable, however when a mistake causes anyone great pain and hurt... it should never be about the person that caused the mistake but the person who ended up hurt from that mistake. Being called a Bastard doesn't help my outlook on life, but it doesn't change the fact that I can be one... and that I should try not to continue down that road of being one.

I didn't like the conversation I had with Autumn, but it doesn't mean that she wasn't right... I am a bastard... for the pain that I caused her friend.  The past is the past however, and even though at times I wish I could've made a different decision... what's done is done and I can't redo anything. Maybe I was stupid for feeling what I felt, and maybe I was naive about what I wanted... but my feelings have always remained true and sincere... even if they still remain conflicted by the regret of losing a close and important friend. The best thing I can do going forward, is to learn from my bad choices and not do the same to others that I may meet in the future.