Mirrors

Mirrors

At the start of this year, I started to slowly remove remants of my past. It was a desperate attempt at making room for the future, for when things would get better. And the things I was removing were addictions, habitual routines that helped carry me through the day... and for the most part it helped. Things were peaceful then, things made sense... and most of all things were so routine that I became use to the everything process of living. NOW, things are different... and I find myself trying to pull things from my past into my present... one week I'm focused on what is in front of my face, and then the next week I'm wallowing around missing the remants that I had to remove. I search history seeking some familiarity, when things were new and opening my eyes to new aspects of living. I have to continue to remind myself that this phase of my life is about challenges, dreams, changes, and new realities.

Moderation is Key!!! Saying you can never have this or that ever again is a road to failure for most. - Kathleen Tesori

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