Admit It

It's never easy admitting that your feelings can take you into the path of darkness. Sometimes are emotions can take us to places that we wish we didn't have to go. But lately, I've been aware that I'm just utterly frustrated with the constant feeling that nothing is changing. I want things to change NOW... and now that its March, I can feel and see things changing, but I just want them to change more quickly. Because the only way I know things are changing is when I write them down so I can keep a tally on what is occurring all around me.