It's making another pass.

It happens, its in the past and there is nothing I can do about it now. However, I'm reminded that what goes around, comes around... although I'm not entire sure where it came from. I'm alone in this process as usual, I'm forced to endure the emotions and psychological torture of my choices alone, even though in reality that isn't necessarily true. I'm not alone, I just don't always choose to tell people the entire truth of things. Although, I have JD, so I can't say I'm 100% alone.

Even though, I still would prefer for people not to judge my decisions and past choices too harsh. Lately, I've made a lot of great progress and even though I'm still capable of making choices that equal out to missed opportunities. I believe that my choices shouldn't be looked at with a magnifying glass, I'm simply listening more to what people say, and offering very little in return regarding a response. I'm trying to focus more on what is ideally important for me, trying to remove the dirt from my glasses and focus on what is needed in order to have a happy life.

But along the way, I don't want people to misunderstand me... but I think its too late to undo what has been already carved into stone. So its simply about accepting my fate and making the best of the remaining days of my life. And hopefully, along the way I can improve the clarity of my destiny so I can leave behind a great legacy.