Often times I'm amazed at the amount of people I have in my life that are completely unable to find a way to avoid boredom. They work hard at the wrong things, and never work hard at the right things. It's like people woke up one day believing that its better to do things that they hate, then to work harder at the things they love. All the things I love I work very hard at them, even if it means getting emotional when I do them. I can get angry doing computer work, music work, voice work, and I even find small amounts of time to get angry at my friendships and relationships.
The best way to avoid getting bored & lost in my opinion is to constantly change and grow into the person you want to become. I don't like people thinking that they know every aspect of me, because I don't even know every aspect of myself... I'm constantly evolving and I want them to be able to recognize that aspect. Whenever someone tells me that they know me like a book, I often times wonder if they are reading the wrong book or just simply being lazy because they don't want to look past the facade that they have placed in front of their own eyes.
In 2012, I doubt I'll experience a inch of boredom because I expect that it will be a wild ride of productivity, excitement, frustration, and even stress. But I expect that it will be totally awesome, and today I've begun to ask people questions so I can add more interesting aspects to my life. See, I want to jump into 2012 ready to begin a new work and learn how to do new things for myself and others. I'm really just done with waiting for things, and trying to calculate when things will happen in my life... I also don't have the desire to listen to fear or doubts... I'll do whatever is necessary to make sure that 2012 is a kick-ass year.
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