The world inside...

I do a lot of excessive thinking, almost to the point of analytical exhaustion. I was thinking last night when I was drifting in and out of sleep why my head was hurting so damn much, and I couldn't help but wonder if it was because I was thinking so much about the most irrelevant things. But it's not really irrelevant to wonder what the world would be like if I didn't spend so much time thinking. All I have our my thoughts these days, as if I need to dwell on how to fix the craziness in my head. The crazy thoughts that come in and out of my brain, this world is just crazy on the inside. In the past, I simply needed a bottle of whiskey or vodka to silence the rambling of my thoughts, but since I don't have money for any booze... I sleep or workout at the gym... either one is better than having to sit around thinking about religion or economics. But hey, its my mind... so I think one day it will simply make more sense to me. However, at the moment... I don't know if Religion itself is relevant or irrelevant to the world inside my mind.