Weird & Misunderstood

I honestly don't question my behavior anymore, I know it hurts people, confuses people, and downright makes me a lonely person sometimes. But there is always a reason for the things I say and the choices I make, and having to explain those aspects of myself to people incapable of understanding is very frustrating. I work hard to understand the reasons why people do the things they do and why they do them... its my nature to wonder and seek the answers. But if I don't get the answer I want or like, I don't get frustrated... I simply take notes so I can continue the quest for knowledge. I know I'm weird, strange, and often times misunderstood. Whether or not someone actually understands me doesn't necessarily bother me anymore... it use to in the past because I didn't want to feel alone... but now I simply want to be around people that want to understand me, even if it frustrates them.

However, I'm done apologizing for being who I am... that time has come and gone... and I'm not going back to that.