Sometimes we ask for the truth, and when the truth is delivered we have no choice but to swallow it. Not to long ago, I knew the truth but like most things last year I choose to ignore it and be in denial about it. Well like most things this year (2011), I've been unable to avoid it, ignore it, or deny the reality of things, no matter if its financial, educational, creatively, or emotionally... one thing after another is providing me with the facts of life... I mean SHIT, its like I'm getting punched in the gut and I have to deal with it.
But... I did ask for the truth, and now I have to swallow it and deal with it. Just like the other aspects of my life... I have to deal with it and accept it. And to be honest, I want to deal with it head on and meet every issue on the battlefield of life. And you know what... I will survive it and come out on top. But right now, I don't know how I'm going to do it.
