Since January 2011, I've tried to play things really cool and be level-headed when it comes to moving forward with things. But after last night I realized that the more patient I am, the more upset and impatient others will become. There is no realistic way of telling someone that the reason you're moving cautiously is because of a recession. In the minds of most, the recession doesn't even exist when it comes their emotions or feelings, and people will always spend what they don't have so they can feel better and remain blind and in denial.
Between May and December 2010, I've made a lot of bad choices because I choose to compromise common sense with my emotions, and now I'm being put into a position to make a decision that I'm not entirely happy or comfortable with. I honestly don't like the way I feel right now and I'm not comfortable with what needs to be done. So I'll just say it plain, I'm going to finish the paperwork and get everything filed before the 15th of May 2011.
