Dust to Dust

I heard this song on the TV Show: ARROW... I've been sad, depressed, and angry all day... I've thought about ending my life so much today, I hate feeling so alone in my own skin, but I don't want to give up without trying everything in my disposal to change things.

Woke up this morning, realizing that I've been this way since my 20's probably earlier than that, and just feeling like nothing will ever change. I just hate this life, I started to think that if I ended everything things I would just be reborn into another life or something, but that is just madness or depression.

I want help, but I don't want to be tormented by the choices I've made that will leave me alone and with the people that brought so much life and hope into my life. I don't like it here, but I'm so sad with being here... *cries*

Dust to Dust - Performed by The Civil Wars

It's not your eyes
It's not what you say
It's not your laughter that gives you away
You're just lonely
You've been lonely, too long

All your actin'
Your thin disguise
All your perfectly delivered lies
They don't fool me
You've been lonely, too long

Let me in the wall, you've built around
And we can light a match and burn it down
Let me hold your hand and dance 'round and 'round the flame
In front of us
Dust to

You've held your head up
You've fought the fight
You bear the scars
You've done your time
Listen to me
You've been lonely, too long

Let me in the wall, you've built around
And we can light a match and burn them down
And let me hold your hand and dance 'round and 'round the flames
In front of us
Dust to dust

You're like a mirror, reflecting me
Takes one to know one, so take it from me
You've been lonely
You've been lonely, too long
We've been lonely
We've been lonely, too long