Fully Commit or Move On

"A change is brought about because ordinary people do extraordinary things."
― Barack Obama

Everyday has to be a new beginning or a continuation in my life. I want it to be both, a new beginning and a picking up from the path I should've been on. I was supposed to do something today, and I was dead set on it when I woke up this morning, but I got distracted and decided to wait until next week. It's not that I wasn't ready, I just wasn't ready to fully commit to it... I can't be impulsive, I have to pick my battles or I will fail. And I didn't want to fail, so I decided to wait until my mind is fully focused, before moving forward.

I'm on borrowed time, that is what I told my parents and my friend Keith last night. I told them how I've settled and that if I hadn't settled the choices I had made in the last four years would've been different. In fact they were quite relieved and agreed that if I hadn't settled some choices I wouldn't have made... my dad just smiled and said... FINALLY!!!! And my friend Keith just said... You've seen the light.

I'm ready to do what I need to do, but I have to be fully committed to it, and that is regarding everything I want to change in my life. I have to be willing to change whatever needs changing, and be bold in asking for help if I don't know how to do something. But before I ask help, I have to be able to at least be willing to walk through the door and commit.