They say the first step to admitting you have a problem is to admit you have a problem. My problem is that I'm severely unhappy and that I'm unsure how to get back to being happy. Being married should make one happy, but I'm beginning to learn that it can also become a problem if not handled properly.
I'm not blaming my wife or anyone else... I'm simply venting and coming to terms with my situation. I'm trying to adapt and grab a hold of my life. But I sense that I'll have to crawl and walk through the fire in order to get out of this personal hell.
People at work said I looked like shit, miserable, and stressed out beyond belief.
I'm looking for a solution, but I don't think there is one. I don't like my life, I feel trapped and overwhelmed by everything and everyone.
I feel and think I'm weak, unattractive, and trapped in endless hopelessness.
But I still have the will to fight... I still have that fire inside of me... to move forward.
I'm just having a hard time focusing on what needs to be done... or to figure out what is the next step.
No comments:
Post a Comment