Unfocused

Yesterday, I got my ass kicked at work. It was really my fault, I had become way to complacent, lazy, and wasn't motivated to do good work. I mean, I literally thought I was going to get fired... hell... I still might get fired before the week is out. But today, I'm being proactive and jumping on issues right away. Of course, I haven't been able to stop drinking and smoking in order to ease my stress. I dunno, just not doing well overall... but I'll work through my lack of motivation and get back on track somehow.