In one more day March 2012 will be officially over and April will suddenly begin. I've been thinking really hard this week and how my path seems very clear, yet the past still continues to tug at my emotions and thoughts. There are elements from my past that I miss deeply and wish I could still engage in deep thoughts. Yet, I've been reminded everyday that the past has moved on and that it’s time that I do the same. Holding onto the past can sometimes be damaging to your future and it can slow down the progress you need to make in the present-day. I've tried my best to make sense of my feelings and thoughts, but at the same time, I realize that I have to seize the moments in front of me.
Last year, people told me to do certain things with my life, and I haven't even done them yet; I even set goals and said that I will start doing things once the New Year began and I still haven't done them. I’ve always felt that I was lacking the motivation in my own life to really push myself far and to achieve the things that are needed in order to be happy. I'm not lacking motivation now though, it’s staring me right in the face on a daily basis... and I know now that the decisions will no longer just impact my own life... but others as well.
Next week has to be different, next week things have to change!
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