4 days into the New Year, I'm slowly changing gears and moving things into a more productive direction. Mentally & Emotionally, I'm still struggling with depression and loneliness, but I'm keeping myself busy enough so that I don't feel the need to drink in order to cope with things.
On the days that I don't ride my bike to work, I've told myself that the moment I get home from work to do 8 miles of Cardio in the gym. Because I need to maintain a level of consistency, and I need to lose my gut because I've gained a bit of a spare tire. It's not a New Year's Resolution to lose weight, I just want to make sure that I'm doing some kind of physical activity 4 to 5 times a week.
Creativity wise, I'm playing my bass guitar every week. And by the end of the week I'll start posting ad's on websites so I can start gaining more voice-over experience. Although, establishing experience takes time, I know that if I make sure to do some kind of creativity 2 times a week I'll be just fine. It's just about establishing a habit... so I have to trust myself more and strength my faith within myself.
I have flaws and I have no problem admitting that I have flaws. I've made some choices that I hope will change the overall direction of my life. I don't really know yet what 2012 will bring but I know that I want to provide more direction for it. 2011 was about survival, but 2012 must become about direction and trust. I have to trust myself that I can make the honorable decisions that will push my life into a positive and healthy direction.
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