It's worse then Whittier, and worse then Ontario. The sheer isolation of being in a room surrounded by white walls. It felt like I was in Solitary Confinement or in a prison of my own design... at times it felt like I was being punished. Yes, I could've gone out so I wouldn't be alone, but I didn't want to spend money and didn't want to drive anywhere. However, I do realize that being alone for an entire day can have a detrimental effect psychologically and physiologically. We aren't meant to be alone without any human contact... and for a period of 24 hours I had no human contact whatsoever.
It felt like prison.... a prison of my own design.
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