Becoming a Chiseled Knight (Part 3)

It's very easy to loose sight of things when you simply want something so badly. The same goes for aspects of our lives that will help improve it and enhance things. Somehow things keep changing in my life, and I keep having to push things back because I'm unable to maintain certain aspects currently in my life. School fits into this category, I can no longer afford to finish my education because I don't have the money to pay for it. When it became apparent that this reality was about to take place my mind just shut down, because the impact of realizing that reality was too much for me to handle. And I know that because its a financial result, its really hard for me to swallow and deal with. I'm not sure when I'll be able to start back up, but I know that now is the perfect time for me to start re-organizing my finances so I can go back to school. So its just another area of my life that I'll have to be patient and find another way to complete.