The journey is always long, it doesn't have to be though, but I believe the journey in life is always long. It revolves around being patient, focused, and determined, but the journey is always long. My journey has been long, it started in 2007 and I remain on the path towards my goal. But I'll admit, along the way I got turned around somewhere, lost sight of the goal, and at times had to stop briefly to look at the map of life to figure out where the right path is.
Along the way, I started to ask myself do I have the qualities to make good choices for myself and my future. I believe I do have good and honorable qualities, but sometimes I doubt myself. I don't know where the doubt first came into my mind, but for a time I know it was there.
I want to become more then I currently am, and I want to look within the essence of myself and find peace. But trying to hold onto that peace is often times very trying and hard because I sense it requires me to make different choices.
I do believe I am a good man, I just want more results to prove to myself that I am a good man.